How to Cope With Emotional Pain of STD Diagnosis

Updated on April 4, 2018
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Janis has extensive experience as a licensed professional counselor in assisting clients recover from the pain of unhealthy relationships.

Take Charge Over the Emotional Impact of Receiving an STD Diagnosis

Figuring out how to take back control of your life after an STD diagnosis can be very overwhelming.
Figuring out how to take back control of your life after an STD diagnosis can be very overwhelming. | Source

Acknowledging Your Emotions

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The Emotional Devastation is Isolating

It's not often that the emotional devastation of getting a sexually transmitted disease (STD) is discussed or even acknowledged. The secrecy surrounding this kind of diagnosis can make a person feel very alone.

It's an embarrassing event that happens every day, all over the world—turning the lives of adults and young people, male and female, upside down in ways they cannot anticipate.

The emotional and psychological impact creates a loneliness, coupled with hurt and betrayal, which can lead to feelings of shame, guilt, anger, worthlessness, and a decrease in self-confidence.

The following poem, called "Defiled," speaks to the devastation of learning your partner, who you thought was faithful, gave you an STD. It was inspired by listening to the experiences of many women, married and single, for whom I provided therapy in my work as a licensed professional counselor. Poetry is often used as a therapeutic tool, assisting clients to articulate the depth of their emotional pain through the use of descriptive words.

Bruised and burned

Cracked to the core

Never to be whole again

Permanently damaged

A sacred trust broken,

Shattered into many sharp pieces

Piercing my heart, one at a time

Touched in the head and soul

Left alone to feel dirty, stained, and maimed

Over a lapse in judgment

A moment of weakness

An act of betrayal

Forever cursed by a night of passion,

To which I was not even invited.

— JLE, 2006

Diagnosis and Betrayal: The Double Whammy

If you're in a committed relationship, receiving the diagnosis of a sexually transmitted disease carries the force of not one, but two punches: the diagnosis of the disease and the shock of knowing that someone has been unfaithful.

Of course, the situation could be that the devastated person who contracted the disease is the one who was unfaithful.

But for purposes of this article, the poem refers to those partners who were blind-sided by the revelation of a cheating partner, or at the very least, a partner who was a carrier of disease and knowingly failed to share the information.

The "double whammy" effect has the newly diagnosed dealing with this revelation on many levels, as outlined in the table below.

The Emotional Stress of STDs on Relationships and Health

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Emotional/Psychological Effects  
Personal and Financial Costs  
Uncertainty About the Future  
broken trust, inability to trust partner again
relationship is in crisis; marital discord
being single and alone
feeling unsafe with partner
possible end of relationship; separation or divorce
fears of being unwanted
anger and resentment
upheaval of living situation; moving expenses
withdrawal from friendships and social activities
inability to forgive partner
expenses for individual/couples counseling
abrupt change from a casually free lifestyle
having a serious illness with a social stigma
unexpected medical bills and medication costs
possibility of risks to health
feeling like physically damaged goods
embarrassment and fear of judgment/labeling by healthcare practioners
damage to reproductive system and fertility
decrease in self-esteem
fear of exposure regarding privacy
changes in overall functioning of immune system
loss of sexual confidence and spontaniety
fear of sharing information with family, friends, and potential partners
fears regarding decreased quality of life
feelings of shame, guilt, and self-blame
becoming a health statistic
adjustments to taking medications on a long term basis
The diagnosis of a sexually transmitted disease causes unexpected stress on many levels within different areas of the affected person's life.

Emotional and Physical Fatigue are Common Symptoms

The devastation of learning of an STD diagnosis causes you to withdraw and shut out the world.
The devastation of learning of an STD diagnosis causes you to withdraw and shut out the world. | Source

After the Diagnosis: Suggestions for Coping and Taking Care of Yourself

After receiving diagnosis and treatment for your STD, the care and support for the emotional and psychological impacts may be lacking. Referrals for support groups are hard to find and even more difficult to attend due to comfort level and privacy issues.

Unless you become proactive and courageous, you may not get the chance to express the fears and emotions that accompany this diagnosis.

The list of suggestions below take a holistic healing approach to address the emotional and psychological needs, as well as the physical, mental, and spiritual needs of the diagnosed person.

This take-charge approach emphasizes the importance of looking at all aspects of one's life in tackling the crisis. It also includes preventative measures to increase the chances of maintaining good health:

  1. See a doctor for testing as soon as you are aware of physical symptoms which are out of the ordinary; if you are sexually active, make testing a routine even without any obvious symptoms; follow through with treatment and medications; get adequate rest.
  2. Know your partner well; ask questions about past history, lifestyle, and sexual behaviors that might put your health at risk.
  3. Increase good nutrition habits to include vitamins, supplements, herbs, and natural remedies to strengthen your immune system and ability to fight disease (Consult with your doctor or nutritionist first).
  4. Consider seeing a therapist or attending a hospital-based or treatment center support group to address shame, anger, and loss issues caused by the betrayal and trauma of receiving such a diagnosis.
  5. Explore how religious beliefs may feed into feelings of guilt, shame, and need for punishment; focus on the healing power of your religion and the support of family, friends, and compassionate healthcare professionals to assist you with resolving spiritual and religious conflicts brought on by the diagnosis.
  6. If your feelings persist and begin to turn into symptoms of depression, see a doctor for an evaluation; acute trauma or grief reaction can worsen and resemble depression if not addressed immediately by a trained professional.
  7. Educate yourself about the symptoms, treatment, and prognosis of your particular STD; knowledge is power and will increase you ability to cope, manage your emotional reactions, and take control of your overall health.

Facts About STDs in the U.S.

These statistics about STDs in the U.S. come from the Center for Disease Control's National Prevention Information Network.

  • 19 million new STD infections occur every year
  • Men and women of all backgrounds and socioeconomic status are at risk
  • Americans between the ages of 15 and 24 are at higher risk for chlamydia and gonorrhea
  • Men who have sex with men are at higher risk for syphilis
  • Health problems caused by STDs tend to be more severe in women than in men; men present with less symptoms than women
  • Annual healthcare costs for STDs is estimated at $17 billion

The Most Common STDs in the U.S.

  • Chlamydia
  • Genital Herpes
  • Genital Warts
  • Gonorrhea
  • Human Papillomavirus (HPV)
  • Syphilis
  • Trichomoniasis
  • Viral Hepatitis

For information contact: The Centers for Disease Control/National Prevention Information Network

For help call: CDCINFO (National STD Hotline) 1-800-232-4636 or TTY 1-888-232-6348 (English & Spanish)

Questions & Answers

    © 2013 Janis Leslie Evans


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        Janis Leslie Evans 7 weeks ago from Washington, DC

        Trina I'm glad this article was available to you. I see you're in a lot of pain. I recommend you find a good therapist near you who can support you on your journey to heal.

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        Trina wills 7 weeks ago

        I am very sad and depressed my x gave me herpes after 28 years and then now it's hit my eyes and I am blind and are daughter and my family think I need to get over it, I can't please help me I am 54 and I think I will be alone no man will won't

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        Janis Leslie Evans 4 months ago from Washington, DC

        To tell or not to tell is a very personal decision. Giving an opinion on what an individual should do in a complicated and sensitive situation would not be helpful. I recommend that the daughters and mother seek family counseling to help them sort out how to proceed. They may benefit from a few sessions to explore pros and cons of their decisions as they work through the betrayal, anger, and fears about mother's health.

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        Dj 4 months ago

        My friend found she has an std from her ex husband. This would be from 2 years prior. Confirming, perhaps,that he was cheating. She has learned that she has cancerous cells and needs to see an oncologist.

        Her daughters are aware and have shut off communication with their dad. Daughters are 20 and 23. Dad has no idea why communication has shut off. Ex-wife is considering not telling him. My wife and I are of differing opinions.

        What do you think?

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        Janis Leslie Evans 8 months ago from Washington, DC

        You are very welcome, Jennifer. I'm glad to know it was helpful.

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        Jennifer 8 months ago

        You sound like the perfect therapist. Very understanding and very intelligent. A very painful topic. Thank you so much for this article.

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        Janis Leslie Evans 3 years ago from Washington, DC

        Thanks, Mark. I appreciate your comments. Thank you for taking the time to visit.

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        Mark Tulin 3 years ago from Santa Barbara, California

        Great topic to cover and to raise our awareness. Well written and highly informative. Thanks.

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        Janis Leslie Evans 4 years ago from Washington, DC

        Thank you very much.

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        bhavishapatel 4 years ago

        the way your poerty elegantly flowed through was a really good idea. as much as i liked reading it you have put a lot of effort

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        Janis Leslie Evans 4 years ago from Washington, DC

        You're very welcome, SamitaJassi, I'm so happy to know this. This is my goal, to educate and validate those who are in need of support. Thank you for coming by.

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        Samita Sharma 4 years ago from Chandigarh

        Before reading it i had no information about STD problem... Thanks dear for giving me such info...................

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        Janis Leslie Evans 4 years ago from Washington, DC

        Thanks, DDE, I appreciate your visit and comments, so many innocent indeed. Very sad.

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        Janis Leslie Evans 4 years ago from Washington, DC

        Yes, so true Hezekiah. Thank you for taking the time to read it and for the comments.

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        Janis Leslie Evans 4 years ago from Washington, DC

        Thank you Faith Reaper. Your comments mean a lot, so glad you can appreciate the importance of this hub. Bless you for visiting.

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        Devika Primić 4 years ago from Dubrovnik, Croatia

        STD Diagnosis / The Emotional Impact of Getting an STD you have produced a useful and informative hub, definitely worth a read. The problem is so many innocent people are getting this disease from their partners. A helpful hub for many readers

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        Hezekiah 4 years ago from Japan

        Interesting hub, and to think, most people have STD's without even knowing because there aren't always symptoms e.g. Herpes, but can still be passed on.

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        Faith Reaper 4 years ago from southern USA

        Powerful write here to bring awareness to such issues indeed! Your poetry is dramatic as to one's condition suffering with such and I love that you included it here. I do hope it reaches many. My heart always breaks for those who are married and find out that their very own husbands (unfaithful) bring such STDs back to his wife! How devastating indeed.

        Up and more and sharing

        God bless, Faith Reaper

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        Janis Leslie Evans 4 years ago from Washington, DC

        Thank you very much, Bill. I hope to get a good response from searchers who really need the validation, support, and the information. I appreciate your comments and visit.

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        Bill Holland 4 years ago from Olympia, WA

        Mixing poetry into a clinical discussion is a brilliant touch. The more we can raise awareness about subjects like this the better. Excellent job, Jan...bravo on a well-written piece.